My devotion encouraged me so much today that I had to write
something about it!
It focused on Daniel chapter 3 , the most radical story in
the bible! Three young men stayed committed to serving God only , and for that were punished to the
fiery furnace to burn. Yet God walked
with them through the fire.
Let me share with you what I got from this, and 3 things to
take away from this story;
Is your comfort in food, words, music, exercise, how many like you get on social media , or people ? I mean the list can go on and on …
The crazy thing about these “things” are most of them continue to fail us over and over. As Christians we are supposed to take all comfort in God. However, as time goes on, life happens, and situations occur what did we do in those situations? What gave us peace, reassurance, calmed the nerves , or encouraged our spirit.
For me I found my comfort in words, and sometimes
people. Now looking back that is a SCARY thing. We all know people change,
words fail , and inconsistency is a major factor. I was putting my comfort and
trust in the WRONG pocket.
In my mind I imagine God waving his hands in front of
me like
“JANA I AM HERE …. Come to me, find comfort in me ,
ill ease the pain, I’ll give you reassurance”.
Though I failed to realize this in the past , I am so
glad he is teaching me that now. Lately, especially in these last two weeks I have
been hearing God so clear. In my praying , mediating , reading , and even listing
to messages he has confirmed that I need
to cling to the understanding that through him all things are good. Even more
in HIM there is always a YES, and he is my everlasting comforter in all my afflictions.
I was reading 2
Corinthians 1. The whole chapter jumped at me. Let’s look at some of these
verses :
3Praise be to the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of compassion and the God of all comfort, 4 who comforts us in all our troubles, so that we can comfort those in any trouble with the comfort we ourselves receive from God. 5 For just as we share abundantly in the sufferings of Christ, so also our comfort abounds through Christ.
So not only is this comfort for us , its for others. God instructs us to share how he comforted us with
others going through these same situations – always pointing them to the lord.
This next verse one was my favorite!
20 For no matter how many promises God has made, they are “Yes” in Christ. And so, through him the “Amen” is spoken by us to the glory of God.
Ahh
I
just love that. This year I vowed to be a woman who says YES to God even when I
do not understand it . In this verse , I gained my own perspective: when I say
yes to God and walk in his obedience then he always says Yes to the promises he
has for me.
Some might ask what if God never answers me or he says no to what I ask? How do I find comfort in that? I have been currently reading What happens when woman say yes to God, and I think Lysa Terkeurst described it the perfect way;
“ when he says no it is for my protection, provision , and its part of the process of growing me more like Christ”
That is not just for woman , it’s for everyone . Know that God wants you to trust him! I can be comforted knowing that.
I found pure joy writing this because in him there is consistency , his word is true and everlasting. I will never have to be confused or wonder if he is there – He always is.
With the new year taking place I believe it is important to talk and write about mental awareness. We can all paint a picture on social media that life is great, and everything is thriving. However, we all know social media paints a side reel of each other’s life not the full story. Thus, I can honestly say I found it surprising reading some of the new years post and a bunch of people said they were dealing with anxiety , depression , guilt , loneliness ,etc.
Last Sunday my church started a corporate fast for 21 days. It is day 5 and I feel great to be honest. I must admit that first day my stomach, and mind were having war lol . Now I don’t even hunger for food , I just hunger for his word and presence.
WOW , that was my first word as I closed and finished 218 pages of the book If You Only Knew – by Jamie Ivey.
The book shows the attempting pursuit of God through a
series of heartbreaking, surprising , and understanding stories. Though my
story is not exactly like Jamie’s, if I were to insert my sins/flaw , and story
where hers is , I couldn’t help but to feel THIS IS ME. Even more I can’t help but to think how many
more of us woman (even men) have some “if only you knew” stories.
I do not want to give any parts of the book away, because I urge everyone to grab a copy. However , something that really grabbed me in this book was her pure authenticity , and how she was open with the whole wide world. I know this wasn’t easy , and we might not ever share all of our stories with everyone , but something powerful I learned is that sharing with somebody opens up the door for Jesus to come in. when I read through all 10 chapters of her book it was as if something was lifted , and I didn’t feel so alone anymore in my walk and in my journey. This story unleashes how we become free, … Jesus is waiting on us . we don’t have to have shame or guilt , as she put “just remember , Jesus is better “.
Not only does she
tell us her story , but she shows us how we become free , from whatever is
keeping us bound.
“ shame over past sins that have already been forgiving is not from God. No matter how much you go to church , or read you Bible, or give away lots of money, you’re not improving Christ forgiveness for you”.
-Jamie Ivey – Chapter 9
THAT RIGHT THERE! I mean I am guilty of thinking Lord what
else can I do or say to right my wrongs in my past , so you can actually
forgive me. That thinking is common but
its wrong because there is NOTHING we can do. Christ has already done it .
One of my favorite chapters of this book was Vulnerability
Breeds Vulnerability , chapter 9 (Cough my BLOG name lol). After reading that chapter It was a reminder
why I started by blog , because being vulnerable is not for me it’s for others
too. Looking back on those moments in my life , I wish I knew it was okay to
talk about my hurt , and the pain I was going through, I wish that knew I was
free from guilt and shame. Now I know , and I want others to know.
“Thank God I’d been willing to be vulnerable. Something beautiful happens when were vulnerable”
Jamie Ivey- Chapter 9
Something beautiful
, I can’t help but tear -up as I say those
words because when I think where God has freed me in some of those areas I am overwhelmed
by his presence and power. There are so many quotes and inserts I would love to
give from this book , but instead I will let you all pick it up, and allow God
to speak to you through every page!
As I read through my journal of 2018 , I noticed it was a constant battle
within myself , even with God. It was if I was FIGHTING to even find joy , and
remain steadfast to him. I struggled with knowing who I was , and why I loved
me. I felt out of place , and I took anything thrown at me because I didn’t know
my own worth, and I didn’t understand that God really saw me.